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Lonely soul
Sweetheart
Listening to the breeze
But only voiceless night

Never awake
Stalked by a ghost
Prisoner of fear
Broken

Defeat
Flowers cross the coffin
Green grass over graveyard dirt
Kiss the stone goodbye.

Rain hits the pebbles
Washes dirt away
Sound of shoes on pavement
Push open door
Collapse onto bed

Ivy pierces the window
Lets the sun in
Wake in the morning light

Round and round they go.
Where they stop no one knows.
Some are crying,
Some are laughing.

Round and round they go.
What they see no one knows.
Colors, streetlights, gaslights everywhere.
Do you see that bunny there?

Round and round they go.
When they stop no one knows.
They dance in circles wildly.
Some dance with partners no one sees.
Some at work round the clock.
When will it stop!

Round and round we go.
Where we stop
We don’t know.

Letters I never send.
Words I never said.

Letters that I burned.
Words that I yearned
To say
To you.

To be seen and heard
Only
By blind eyes
And
Deaf ears.

Even after all these years,
My regret
And my mistake
I was just too
Late
To say
I loved
You.

All the songs we shared
All the times you said you cared
That was the third lie.

The day you asked me to stay
But I went away.
I said we will always be.
That was the second lie.

The day I could have
Told you
I will
Always
Love you.
There’s no one
But you.
And I want to spend
The rest of my days
With you.
Well, that was
The first.

Immortal creature
Forever in a red kiss
Rises in moonlight

In the moonlight,
Devoured by the hunger
of my porcelain prince.
Fire dazzled deliciously within
His ancient eyes.

A secret kiss on velvet lips
possesses a sweet lie.

Soullessly he laughed.
As his poison embrace
Drained champagne from naked skin.

Slowly,
red
marbles
droped.
.
.
,
Distroying the warmth.

She is drowning in quicksand.
It’s twilight.
Her feet are covered with mud,
And I am just standing here.

She is drowning in quicksand.
It’s dawn.
Her knees are covered with mud,
But I am not moving.

She is drowning in quicksand.
It’s midday.
Her waist is covered with mud,
And I can’t bring myself to move.

She is drowning in quicksand.
It’s night.
She is up to her neck with mud.
Why am I not trying to help her out?

I am drowning in quicksand.
It is a time I know longer know.
I am covered in mud.
I have drowned.
Why did I let myself drown?

A lifetime seems like a lifetime
Until a lifetime is over,
By which time
A lifetime is no longer long enough.

Only under a guise.
With only the lies
I say to you.

I love you deeply
But never completely
Let you in.

I keep my heart protected
So I never feel rejected.

I push you away
So that I feel safe.
Because why would
You ever love me?

But the truth is
You get to move on.

And I live with
The pain and guilt
That my unhappiness
Is my own doing.